From the album The World The Flesh The Piercing of Heart
now behind me
but you're still so far away
I'm trying so hard to not lament
what God has given but not yet sent
not yet mine.
Try not to miss
and try to be thankful
Love comes to some
but maybe some just give love away
I'm trying so hard to not defend
these years I've waited for that one friend.
April's kiss hasn't found me.
No one sticks,
I always choose so badly.
Time is kind
but time dreamt me up alone.
C'est la vie! Count my blessings.
April's kiss not yet mine.